really tired goat

I am so friggin tired! As in! For the past couple of weeks (running third), I've been trying really hard to keep up with deadlines and whathaveyah...and it kinda makes me depressed and wonder (for the nth time) if I should really be here..I mean, I don't know a fuckin' thing about FI/CO, lalo na CS! SO WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE??!! hayy...I know this is just a phase and I'll soon get over it, pero shet wish ko lang dumating na ang araw na un! bago pa ko totally maggive-up sa pinasukan kong toh...hayy...I know I'm not making any sense but this is my blog so deal with it! hehehe...FOR THE RECORD, I'm not at that point na I'm regretful of my decision naman...it's just that, I'm still trying to learn the tricks of the trade and it's no bed of roses for chrissake...ang tanging hinihintay ko na lang talaga is for that day na makahinga na ko ng maluwag coz I'm not pressured with deadline and deliverables...

'at ngayon di pa din alam kung bakit tayo nandito

pwede bang itigil mo na ang pag-ikot ng mundo...'

-Imago 'Spolarium'