yet another boooriiiiing day in the office....

I am pissed. Lynne's beginning to be a pain in the neck. I appreciate all the help she's done for me since I got here but I just don't like all the tantrums I am getting from her lately. For some reason, she's jealous of my spending time with anton and raymond...like duh??!!!! As if I have a choice??? I mean, it's not that I don't like these guys' company...I actually do and let's not forget the fact that they are the only friends I have here who work in the same building and live near me...but that doesn't mean I don't want to be with her...It's just that circumstances won't allow us to hang out just like before...Kasalanan ko pa ba un?? We were supposed to meet last wednesday to shop pero monday night pa lang she said she couldn't coz she has dinner pala with ate lisa and the kids...that's fine with me...walang tampo whatsoever...eh ganun talaga eh...Tuesday night I tried texting and calling her pero she replied at around 1am and I was already sleeping...Tapos wednesday after office I was calling her but she could not talk dahil they were having dinner..nung nagtetext na sha afterwards, hindi ko naman napansin ung phone ko coz we were having dinner naman...when she called last thursday morning and I wasn't able to answer her calls coz I was in a conference call,I got an irrate message from her naman bakit daw hindi ako sinasagot ung calls nya or nagtetext!!! ano ba??!! I have work to do remember??? Tapos just this afternoon, I called ate emily to ask for directions on how to get to Aurora for the Outlet Store, got a text nanaman na hindi daw ako nagyayaya! Eh hello??!!! This lunch time lang namin napagusapan yun dahil nga it's been raining so malabo na ung plans on going to lake michigan! hayy!!! As far as I can remember, I didn't bring a boyfriend here in the US! Pero daig pa boyfriend kung makademand eh! I know she's been having a hard time lately and she just needs me to be there...I tried...pero I can only do so much...she's partly to be blamed din naman eh...had she not been indulging herself to too much thinking and worrying di naman sha madedepress ng ganyan eh...and kung hindi din sha nagexpect too much from someone, she wouldn't be disappointed like this! now I'm the one taking all the mood swings and stuff! CRAP! hayy!! sana naman be mature enough to understand the circumstances and try to understand that the whole world does not revolve around you alone! Starting today, I resolve not to text nor call her until she realizes what a brat she has been. I refuse to take any more of this crap. I'm gonna enjoy my stay here in chicago, with or without her!

i just realized that the title has nothing to do with the whole thing that I have written...It's just plain boring here in the office...it's a friday and as usual, I am the only one here in our area...drat...