strange dreams

expect this to be quite a looong post coz I have not made any entry for more than a week or so....

i'm still upset that i wasn't able to enjoy my long weekend in the beach..damn..this job sure has the best timing..i was planning to go on a weekend getaway to galera by myself during this long weekend..or to pagudpod to join kristin..come wednesday, for the life of me, work just started pouring in: the list of reports to review seemed endless, there were some research they were asking me to do for ESS, review points on the TD i just did, requirements processing for my onshore assignment..damn..i guess i would have to say goodbye to galera plans..hayy..

for some weird reason, i dreamt of third twice this week..first one was early this week, tuesday I think..it was a *sweet* dream(considering how the two of us parted ways around this time last year)..I almost thought it was real yet too good to be true..well, too good to be true nga..setup ng dream was a building somewhere in makati..looks like the ML of GT pero mas maliwanag..parang ung sa enterprise..ang weird coz he'd written something on the wall (parang messageboard or something), a note for me..it read something like, "I've lost you before, I never wanna lose you again"..when I read it, he just came out of nowhere and in the next scene, we were walking hand-in-hand na and catching up with each other's lives..hayy..how sweet..i just miss those kinds of talk that we used to have..more than anything, i just miss the kind of friendship that we have..oh well, that's just one of the setbacks in crossing the thin line between love and friendship..

in the second dream by the way was just like a cameo role for him(third)..hehe..we were on a ship daw with other friends..and WIP (read my previous posts na lang who this guy is)..I was about to leave to go somewhere when I decided to leap off the ship...then on next scene I was already standing face to face with WIP...he was asking me for one good reason why I decided not to leave...i soo wanted to kiss him (his face was just inches away from mine) but I just stood there staring at him...ang hina ko talaga...dream na nga lang di pa makapag da moves...hahaha...and then third (again out of nowhere-just like in real life, he just pops when you least expect him!) was just on the side watching us...

whatever those dreams mean, i don't know...